This is my first major heartbreak of 2015.
No, I am not in-love.
Just when I thought I was getting back in the game, I got a red card all of a sudden.
No warning whistle, no yellow card; just straight red card and I am out of the game.
I can't believe it happened to me twice; I got laid-off twice in a span of 6 months.
Did I just break any world record for that?
I haven't shared with you yet most of my adventures last year, the ups-and-downs of my 2014.
Then here I am, having my first downfall of 2015.
To be honest, I am getting used to this feeling of being left out, being not accepted, being not welcome anymore by a company.
I am getting numb.
And I know this is not good.
I should cry over it, as suggested by a good troll friend. He said, it is normal to cry it over.
Maybe it hasn't sunk in yet
But I did cry... for a little bit.
I spent the night with zero sleep. I don't feel sleepy at all. Tired perhaps, but not sleepy.
I just watched some movies to keep me entertain and checks on my SNSs every now and then.
Will I move forward? Definitely.
Will I just forget about this? Not an easy feat, my dear.
But sooner or later I will put this in my "Not-So-Happy Moments of 2015".
That's for sure.