3.24.2011

this is one dream i don't want to happen in reality

it has occurred to me again to dream that kind of dream...

what kind, if you may ask...

let's first say it's something related to evacuating and moving to a 'far-safer' places...

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i myself is really wondering why do i have to dream about those things...

it's like my dreams are a premonition that something will happen...

oke, for those who can't picture out what had happened during that surreal time, let me narrate them...

the dream started of while i was in bed (yes, just as i was in bed awhile ago, taking my sleep)...

suddenly, my mom burst into my room, saying something like 'pack your impt. things. we're leaving'...

sorry. i can't remember the exact words she uttered...

being an obedient child i am (yes, i am obedient... in some ways :D), i do pack my things. the weird part is, i just used a small bag for 'those' things... idk... maybe i already fixed my other things that okaasan told me to just pack the other ones...

while determining my important things from the vast collections i have, i heard a band, a drum-and-lyre corp that is, to play one particular song that i'm familiar: Mabuhay. (for those who don't know this, it's a typical song for parades here in the philippines). i even corrected in myself the wrong notes the lyrists have hit and laughed myself off for this...

as i told okaasan that i'm ready, she pointed out and asked why did i wear 'that' t-shirt... i don't recall the design of that shirt from my dream but it occured to me that it might be so important that i even dared to wear it at those times, even if okaasan told me that i should take it off...

i went to the restroom for obvious reasons and then went back to my room to wait for further announcements... as i lie down in my bed (maybe it's to feel it for the last time), i heard okaasan and ninong ric talking below, saying that there's a problem...

if you're asking me what was that problem i couldn't answer you... thanks to my 2 samsung phones who kept disturbing me since 4.30 a.m.... but i did wake up minutes before 7 a.m....

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i am no nostradamus or some sort of a psychic but this dream (or something related to it) has not just occurred for the first time...

in fact, if i was not mistaken, it is the fourth one, having 2 similar dreams last year (around november and december i think) and an another one last week or two...

i do know that dreams are just dreams but it occurred to me that i dreamt about it and the next thing i knew i now am doing what i did on my dreams...

i don't want to believe that what happened in those dreams will also occur real-time... i don't want to... just thinking it and recalling it makes me scared and at the same time sad...

and with all the stuffs happening around us, like earthquakes, tsunami, never-ending riots and troubles, one would think that what had predicted by the mayans are becoming true... i don't want to think that way...

that's why upon waking up awhile ago, i hurriedly prayed to God and uttered these words: God, pls. don't let those things happen in real life... pls. let them stay in my dreams... Amen.

for now, i want to savor life as it is, without troubles, without wars, without problems... i just hope that everything will be fine... i really do hope...

and i hope to not have those kind of dreams for now... f they come back again i am sure that there's a message behind it...

let's just pray for it... :')


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