11.12.2009

nang kinilig ang loka. :))

currently listening to: Don't Start Now by BoA from K-Pop Selection album

mood: kilig to the bones! -^^-

okey na gabi ito. instead of having a rest now, nagbo-blog pa ako. pano ba naman kasi me isang tao dyan na nasa tabing bansa lang na nagpagising sakin ngayong gabi. kakawindang!

tagal ko na din pala di nag-blog. ngayon ko lang na-realize. haha! tapos ngayon nasa taglish pa. haha! :))

pano ba naman ako di magigising eh nakakawindang yung nakuha kong comment dun sa facebook.

it started with a KISS??? nah. :)) it all started with the application Social Interview.

nagsasagot lang naman ako ng questions regarding my friends. yun lang. no more, no less.

nang biglang lumabas yung name ni chris. yup, si chris, ang aking long-time-first-foreigner friend na sayang hindi naging... OOPS! spoiler. haha! LOL. :))

ang tanung kasi sakin, "what will chris say if he will hug you?". ang sagot ko, "a big why i guess. but i think he'll appreciate it".

then biglang nag-comment. "yeah, a nice hug would do". osmoething like that.

hay naku. tignan niyo na nga lang itong picture na ito. at nang kayo ay mawindang. LOL! :))



basahin niyo na lang. may magandang comment dyan. LOL. :))

grabe... di ko inaasahan yung ganitong response. haha. as in nawindang ako to the highest level! :))

kasi naman si chris eh. patawa. well, i can't say na bumabalik yung feelings ko kasi di naman siya totally nawala. nag-focus lang sa ibang di karapat-dapat. haha!

kanina sa God's Message, yung message sakin ni God (syempre through appli), nakakawindang din. eto yung nakalagay:


On this day of your life, Ma Angelie, we believe God wants you to know ...
 that the way you know you have found the right one is the inexpressible
comfort of feeling safe with the person.
In God We Trust
Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but
pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain
together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them,
keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of
kindness blow the rest away. - a quote by Dinah Craik


define ang "you have found the right one in the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with the person"?

kung sasabihin kong i feel safe with the people i love most like AB friends, dancecom, ODS, ate pam, etc, mauunawaan ko pa eh.

pero pano kung ipasok dito si chris? OH MY GOSH! O_O :|

it's true that i feel comfortable with him. safe with him when we were in dumaguete. but i think that was it. di ko naman inaasahan that i would fall for him, let him be my first love (so i think), and just have my heart broken dahil sa long-distance relationship na di niya kayang gawin. darn. napakaganda pa nga ng sinabi niya eh. super tanda ko... "IF NI WAS JUST RIGHT THERE IN THE PHILS. I WOULD HAVE LIKED YOU. BUT I CAN NOT WITH THIS DISTANCE". :(

honestly i cried and cried after that. but i accepted it with open arms.

then came FACEBOOK with SI application.

di naman unang pagkakataon na nangyari ito eh. the other night merun yung "where would you kiss him" and i answer, "next question please". then he just laughed it off. :))

merun pa yung sa quiz na "what's the name of the one you will be marrying". biglang lumabas CHRIS. gulat din ako. reaction ko na lang is "no comment" then bigla siyang nag-comment na "who knows what future will bring" something like that. naku kaloka! :))

hay naku. masyado akong kinikilig tonight. di ko tuloy alam kung makakatulog ba ako o hindi. haha.

naku. mahaba na pala ito masyado. haha. na-excite naman akong mag-blog. sa susunod na lang ulit. pag inspired ulit. :D

jaa ne! ^^


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